It sucks!
Now that honesty is out of the
way... let's delve.
The feeling to grab and rip your
heart out is an all-too-common emotion any can relate with. The sting that just
won't go away and leave you be. That aching-burn that increases in intensity by
the effort to reduce it to embers... the helplessness of any before this mindless
oppressor!
Driving the most sensible of men
to insanity, the strongest at heart to cry as babes, and even the heartless to
find remorse ... this force hovers about as a grey cloud. All sense of feel for
any other emotion type is completely lost, ability to think disappears as does
a shadow, strength dwindles, reason fades, help seems like a sun that sets and
never to rise again. The worst part though is, the harder you try to get rid of
it... the worse it becomes and the more seemingly impossible to overcome it
becomes.
Burning through like a hot iron
forge, pain can cause the most unbearable ... well ... pain. It simply is
inexpressible save through tears and sobs. It weakens, increasingly, the heart
and mind of any who dares oppose it. It threatens the very existence of sanity,
blows out reason, and pulls down harmony all in one breath. Torture is quite
the understatement for this force of nature. Possibilities once dreamt off
passionately and sought after vehemently become total and complete
impossibilities lost to the wind! All efforts drowned! The clear skies turn grey as the surroundings fade into
mist... any possible way out becomes an impossible one to be found.
The beauty of this world is the
fact that there always is a way out of anything. It can be found only if you
look hard enough. Hard enough to see past the fog-causing pain, hard enough to
feel past the numbing effects of deep lacerating scars, hard enough to up and
walk past unforgettable occurrences, hard enough to breathe under drowning
forces, hard enough to see a ray of light in dampening darkness... hard enough
to smile at the raging storm! Thus,
any with a will as strong iron and indestructible as diamond who is willing and
able to look hard enough past all will find peace in a seemingly unending war
within oneself.
The mind can be a powerful tool
or... one's worst enemy. Whatever a person envisions, focusing on it long
enough will bring it to fruition. Pain is simply a state of mind. I am not
denying it (the world knows how many
times I've shed tears), I'm just saying you feel what you want to feel. If it is peace and joy you want,
having that as your focus and working towards it, you will have it. Focusing on
pain drowns out the very many possibilities of any desired peace.
Pain is nothing but a figment of
one's imagination...
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yoyo
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inspiredwordz
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March 31, 2015 ; 11 40 am
Awesome piece
ReplyDeleteThank you! I hope you learnt something...
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